TY - CHAP AB - The question I am seeking answers to is whether or not we have the ability to re-make ourselves into another person. The research subject is me. More to the point, can I, a white woman of Northern European descent, truly become a member of the Japanese society that I grew to love? My methodological approach to this question is a mixed evocative and analytical autoethnography. Within these pages is a complex tale of illness, racism, and sexual discrimination and how they intersect to create a self. From this creation come the questions of un-creation and re-creation; can I deconstruct my self and identity so as to reconstruct who I want to be? Will my reconstruction be supported by my chosen society? Can I truly belong somewhere, anywhere? VL - 37 SN - 978-1-78052-156-5, 978-1-78052-157-2/0163-2396 DO - 10.1108/S0163-2396(2011)0000037010 UR - https://doi.org/10.1108/S0163-2396(2011)0000037010 AU - Bell Sheri ED - Norman K. Denzin ED - Ted Faust PY - 2011 Y1 - 2011/01/01 TI - Illness Metaphors, Japan's “Gaijin” Race Philosophy, and the Formation of the Self T2 - Studies in Symbolic Interaction T3 - Studies in Symbolic Interaction PB - Emerald Group Publishing Limited SP - 163 EP - 193 Y2 - 2024/04/25 ER -