TY - JOUR AB - Purpose– This paper aims to explore the scope of fiction writing in academic research as a way of studying “messier” aspects of the process, such as emotion.Design/methodology/approach– The author reflects on her “lived experience” of conducting doctoral research, five years earlier and re‐searched for the paper, by composing a fictional narrative that aims to capture some of the emotional and other complexities of the process.Findings– The author demonstrates that fictionalisation opens possibilities for a deeper probing of the emotional aspects of the research experience. Her conclusion is that this method can help researchers to think about the processes of writing, reflexivity, and emotion. It can also be useful to academic writers more widely, by showing how fiction writing techniques can convey some of the more complex aspects of their day‐to‐day activities.Practical implications– The paper can act as a model for extending academic writing skills in the area of fiction, by introducing characterisation, plot and dialogue.Originality/value– This paper offers an original account of the emotions of the doctoral writer, situated within current discourses on emotion, fiction writing and methodology. It will be of value to scholars of arts, humanities and social sciences. VL - 8 IS - 1 SN - 1746-5648 DO - 10.1108/17465641311327522 UR - https://doi.org/10.1108/17465641311327522 AU - Kara Helen ED - Paul F. Donnelly ED - Yiannis Gabriel ED - Banu Özkazanç‐Pan PY - 2013 Y1 - 2013/01/01 TI - It's hard to tell how research feels: using fiction to enhance academic research and writing T2 - Qualitative Research in Organizations and Management: An International Journal PB - Emerald Group Publishing Limited SP - 70 EP - 84 Y2 - 2024/04/26 ER -