TY - CHAP AB - Because I want the next generation of women to be set free from the birdcage of racial, gender and class stereotypes, a place from which my mother, grandmothers and great grandmothers never had the chance to escape, it is a personal and political choice to rupture the experiences of racial prejudice that bind us into phobic races within various shades of hatred. I am both digging a new place to find “truth” and criticizing an essential part of who I am or what I was taught to believe about our black and indigenous heritage. An epiphanic moment combines past, present and future moments into an act of doing and becoming. In honoring the first “queen” in my family, I wrote the following non-fiction children's story about my great grandmother Bernarda in three languages. Although I have never seen a picture of Bernarda, I feel her Chibcha blood burning inside of me and within every awkward phrase that I piece together as I fumble through grammatical structures, reviving memories into performative language. I wrote the first draft in English and later translated it into French and Spanish. VL - 28 SN - 978-0-7623-1186-6, 978-1-84950-332-7/0163-2396 DO - 10.1016/S0163-2396(04)28014-0 UR - https://doi.org/10.1016/S0163-2396(04)28014-0 AU - Davila Deisy ED - Norman K. Denzin PY - 2005 Y1 - 2005/01/01 TI - CARNAVAL, CUMBIA AND QUEENS: REPRESENTATIONS OF BLACKNESS T2 - Studies in Symbolic Interaction T3 - Studies in Symbolic Interaction PB - Emerald Group Publishing Limited SP - 127 EP - 171 Y2 - 2024/04/20 ER -